Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
that song speaks to my heart. and everytime i hear it. i think that is SO true ... you know. i'm tired of nonesense. people now adays are so rude. they just ignore everything you say. and they just take it that you know they are listening.
will dedicate a whole paragraph to sheryl. and how much she means to me.
well. okay.
sheryl oh sheryl. thou loves you so much. thy love cannot be broken.
okay i'm just kidding.
well. sheryl... you've been my friend for about 3 years and counting. and we've goofed off lots. we've made mistakes and wrong choices. we've quarrelled. and we've
we've done stupid things and we've made a fool of ourselves and each other. and we've... we've... shared a sleeping bag. well. no matter what. these 3 years have been happy. no matter what we've done. they've given me many memories to look back on and smile.
and it was only today that i found out. without you i feel very lonely. i don't fit in with the others and i was all alone (i'm not a les)... i suddenly realised maybe i can't go without you... (as a friend. this is NOT a gao bai. i am NOT a lesbian.. ) maybe without you.. i'm all alone. so. i hope we'll still be friends for the rest of these years. and i hope that someday.. you'll remember to invite me to your wedding. or your baby's first month. or your child's marrige (i'm thinking a little too far..) so. well. i hope. sister's forever?.. =]
and yes. that is over. now.. we had the funniest day today. because we had a beauty pageant today in eng. and i wrote the script for sushan with some help from. kaili, sheryl and huixian. it was a laugh off. esp the qn part... lmao.
funny.. laugh laugh.. and a few days before. i drew a pic of cartoon lilan in kaili's hand book. so.. i thought it was cute.. so...
K-LOVE
notsoSUNNILY and one of these days when i go berserk,
you better hope that i don't have a knife with me.